I am crazy, I have been for all the years of my life. But I can never remember being as crazy as I am right now. I feel like every emotion that I have is being pulled to it's limit. I don't know how to feel or what I should feel. I don't know how much more of it I can take. I am being pushed and pushed and pushed until I feel like I am about to fall off the edge and go completely mental! I have had such a hard time with this as it is and it hurts me even more when others play down my situation. They treat it as if it doesn't matter and what I am going through is nothing. I will tell you right now that it is something. (A something with must remain nameless at this time)
What is making me the most crazy is the fact that there is nothing I can do about it. It all depends on one person. One person who has know idea that it depends on them.
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